Roda Dua, Derasnya Hujan dan Pekatnya Malam (Memori 4 Januari)

Surat itu ku terima satu hari sebelumnya. Masih kupandangi sebaris kata itu, tak percaya apa yang tertulis disana. Pikiranku bermain dengan emosiku, walau tubuh ini menampakkan kelelahannya tapi fikiranku terus saja menjelajah ke negeri antah berantah untuk mencari jawaban atas pertanyaan besar dalam hidupku.

Mata ini masih saja tak bisa terpejam, entah sudah kulalui berapa malam seperti ini.

Sudah beberapa hari ini juga alam tak bersahabat dengan manusia, air masih ditumpahkan dari langit yang gelap, deru angin yang bergemuruh menggoyangkan sisa-sisa rumpun bambu di seberang rumah yang sudah kudiami hampir 2 tahun ini. Keheningan begitu menusuk, sampai-sampai bisa kuhitung detak jantungku, detak-detak seluruh jam di rumah yang sepi ini.

Ku longok jam di salah satu ponsel itu. 02.45 dini hari, terhenyak diriku ketika tiba-tiba salah satunya berdering. Terakhir kali aku mendapat panggilan pada waktu yang sama adalah 2 tahun lalu. Pada saat itu aku juga dalam kondisi yang hampir dibilang mirip, pikiranku dipenuhi bayangan masa depan dan penuh kebimbangan. Dan ingatanku langsung melayang menembus mesin waktu pada peristiwa dini hari itu.

4 Januari 2008

Aku berada di ruang kerja sempitku, sementara rekan-rekan senasibku entah sudah sampai alam mana mimpi mereka.

Panggilan itu datang.

Kuangkat dengan sigap. Diseberang sana kamu hanya mengucapkan sebaris kata itu.

“Eyang sudah gak ada, aku mau pulang” katanya singkat

“Tunggu aku” jawabku singkat.

Kuraih apa yang ada didekatku untuk menutupi tubuh dari dingin malam itu. Supri yang baru juga terlelap kupaksa untuk membuka matanya,

“aku pinjam motormu”

Seakan mengerti akan raut mukaku, tanpa sepatah katapun ia menyodorkan seberkas surat dan kunci kepadaku, dan hanya sekedar mengingatkanku bahwa hari ini ia lupa mengisi bahan bakarnya.

Kuhalau dingin malam itu, disana kamu telah menungguku, siap untuk melaju menembus dingin dan gelapnya malam itu. Dan masih saja, alam tak bersahabat, gendering awan terus bersahut-sahutan, cahaya berkilatan sambung menyambung di atas kepala kami.

Belum lagi jauh perjalanan itu, airpun ditumpahkan dari langit begitu dahsyatnya. Kupegang tangannya sambil tetap menjaga keseimbangan dua roda itu. Kamu tak berkata apa-apa, fikiranmu sudah ada disana, walau erat tubuhmu mendekapku, seraya kau sandarkan kepalamu dipunggungku dideras hujan dini hari itu. Tiap beberapa waktu, kutanya dirimu, apa kita akan berhenti dan beristirahat sejenak? Tapi pertanyaan itu hanya dijawab dengan bibir rapatmu. Sampai akhirnya kamu bilang,

“Bensinnya abis…. Nanti kita berhenti di Pom Bensin terdekat ya”.

Kujawab dengan anggukan kecil, kupacu roda dua pinjaman itu menembus lebatnya hujan. Sesampai pengisian bahan bakar, hujan sudah mereda. Waktu itu kupergunakan untuk beristirahat sejenak.

Bahan bakar telah terisi, motor sudah kukeringkan, menyisakan tubuh kami berdua yang basah kuyup. Tubuhku bergetar, tapi kamu menahan dingin itu. Kudekati dirimu tanpa sepatah katapun. Kuraih wajah itu, seakan kaupun tahu apa yang ada difikiranku. Kau sandarkan wajahmu didadaku.

Ku kecup kening itu, “Ayo kita lanjut, 15 menit lagi sampai” hanya anggukan kecil yang kuterima sebagai jawabnya

Sesampainya ditujuan, Om tampak berusaha tetap tenang dan menceritakan semuanya. Didalam kamar kecil itu, tubuh renta 84 tahun itu sudah dipanggil yang Kuasa, terbujur kaku dan telah lepas dari penderitaannya.


2 tahun berlalu

Kali ini suara diseberang sambungan hanya berkata: “Bapak Sakit”

15 tahun lalu pernah kudengar suara yang sama.ketakutan menjalar keseluruh sendiku. Tanpa fikir panjang ku hidupkan motor yang kini sudah menjadi milikku, hasil perjuangan kami berdua.

Bedanya, malam itu harus kutembus air hujan tanpa kehadirannya dibelakangku. Pikiranku terus melayang, entah tak tentu rimbanya. Pom Bensin itu masih disana, semua seperti diputar kembali. Jalan yang kulalui masih sama.

Aku masih sempat menemuinya. Tubuh kecil itu bergetar, sesekali batuknya menyayat, tak berdaya. Hanya satu yang masih tampak sama. Sorot matanya yang tajam menusuk. Kekerasan hatinya lah yang kemudian mampu mengumpulkan sisa tenaganya hanya untuk berkata.

“Pada ngapain lu… Bapak gapapa, gak butuh bantuan siapapun. Ngapain baru sekarang lu pada pura-pura perhatian ama bapak!”

Aku tak bisa dan memilih tak mau menjawab pertanyaan itu. Tanpa berkata apapun, kutinggalkan tubuh lemah itu didalam kontrakan kecil itu. Kami semua tak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan. Hatinya masih sekeras karang.

Tanpa kusadari, kekerasan hati itu telah menjadi bagian dariku. Tak bisa kupingkiri, kekerasan hati itu telah menjalar dalam darahku. Kekerasan hati yang membuatnya kehilangan orang yang berharga dalam hidupnya satu persatu, termasuk darah dagingnya sendiri.

Apakah aku akan menghabiskan sisa hidupku dengan kekerasan hati ini? Dan membuat semua yang kumiliki menjauh dariku. Kuharap, aku masih memiliki waktu untuk mengubahnya.


Buitenzorg, penghujung 2010. dalam kesunyian
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Five For Fighting - Dying

I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again

I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive

Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again



notes:
This is the first ring tone she had whenever i call her, I thought it was just another five for fighting's song

As I read them word by word, I could feel the pain she had before she met me (again). and I'm wondering, if I could be that person for her....

Releasing her pain, sharing joy, happiness, laughter, tears, and sadness together to face this life... for the rest of our life.

But now,..... I truly feel this inside me. after spending my last 3 years with her, she makes my life meaningful. until that day finally wake me up that i've been through and making a stupid a terrible mistake.

And still, this song really means something to me, if God could give me an opportunity to change something, i would like to have it. Faith is the only one i have now.

that feeling will always be with me until my last breath come. even though it's hard to accept that you have to be ready, you could never ask for the same from her.

I Love Her

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Haruskah?

Artist: Dian Pramana Putra
Title: Haruskah


ada bayanganmu di mataku
dan senyummu membuatku rindu
bagaimana caranya oh kasihku
kuingin jumpa dengan kamu
bagaimana caranya

aku yakin diantara kita
masih ada cinta yang membara
bagaimana caranya oh sayangku
kuingin jumpa kau mengerti
bagaimana caranya

reff:
haruskah kuteteskan air mata di mimpi
haruskah kucurahkan segala isi di hati
oh haruskah kau kupeluk dan tak kulepas lagi
agar tiada pernah ada kata berpisah
du du du du du duuu

lupakanlah cerita kelabu
kita susun lagi langkah baru
bagaimana caranya oh cintaku
kuingin bahagia denganmu
bagaimana caranya, ooh

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2 tahun lalu

from : "http://riantialaya.blogspot.com/2009/01/2009-alaya.html"
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009 ALAYA
December, 25th 2008
(08.00 pm)
I see the dark sky, with a crescent moon and one sparkling stars....
it always struck me to see a night like this, the feeling it's so unspoken...
i tightly hug him and drawn my face in his warm foreback...
Drive a beat is one of my hobbies now, specially when i'm with him

"I wanna be a star like that" i whispered
"Why?" he asked
"So i can always be with you, like that star always stand beside the moon", still holding him tight
"But i don't wanna be your moon"
"Why?"
With his smile he said, "i just wanna be your sun, so i can always protect you, and give you life"
"hmmmmm....your my soul then", i laugh...

(11.00 pm)
tonight we're going to my mentor's house to celebrate an end of 2008 and welcoming 2009..
It's not a huge party, it's just among, friends and family...it's nice...
Shared stories, laughed together, grilled 20 kilos fish (can you imagine???), make some juice...and finally....

January, 1st 2009
(12.00 am)
the fireworks sparkling all over the skies WELCOMING 2009..
i'm not in jakarta, not in the other place somewhere outside indonesia.
i'm just here, in bogor, in a warm house, between beloved friends, and of course with him
My gorgeous fiancee...
it's enough and it's so wonderful..

we still holding hand together when he whispered trough my ear, " Happy New Year ay..ALAYA"
I just smiling back at him and hold him closely...
With looking deep into his dark brown eyes i realized that my new year and another new year that will come ahead will never be perfect without him...
"ALAYA"

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Awal tahun 2010, harus kulalui ratusan kilometer darinya, sebuah tugas yang harus ku emban, untuk meniti masa depanku bersamanya.

Tengah tahun 2010, memulai kembali memang hal yang paling berat.... ada dirinya disampingku membuatku tetap kuat dan tegar, dia motivasi hidupku, dan membuat hidupku lebih berarti.

Akhir tahun 2010, aku tak tahu sepanas apa matahari di tahun 2011, aku.... aku... aku... aku, tak bisa berkata apa-apa.

Crystal Ball

Title: Crystal Ball
Artist: Keane
Album : Under the Iron Sea
Years : 2006

Who is the man I see,
Where I'm supposed to be?
I lost my heart, I buried it too deep
Under the iron sea.

Oh crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall.

Lines ever more unclear
Not sure I'm even here
The more I look the more I think that I'm
Starting to disappear

Oh crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall.
Oh crystal ball hear my song,
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong,
So put me where I belong.

I don't know where I am
And I don't really care
I look myself in the eye,
There's no one there
I fall upon the earth
I call upon the air
But all I get is the same old vacant stare.

Oh crystal ball, crystal ball,
Save us all, tell me life is beautiful
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Oh crystal ball, hear my song,
I'm fading out, everything I know is wrong,
So put me where I belong.

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This is the Last Time

Title: This is The Last Time
Artist(s) : Keane
Album: Hope and Fear
Year: 2004

This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things, they go away
But they never do

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

(Chorus)
The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last lie
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I, no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
Tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
You say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last lie
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I, no I don't mind

(Instrumental Break)

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last lie
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I, no I don't mind

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In My Life

Artist: The Beatles
Album : Rubber Soul
Title: In My Life

There are places I'll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain

All this places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life, I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more
In my life-- I love you more

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HENTIKAN PROGRAM TELEVISI "PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY" SEKARANG

Surat Keberatan Terbuka: SUKU APAPUN DI INDONESIA BUKAN PRIMITIF

Jakarta, 13 Desember 2010

Surat Keberatan Terbuka

SUKU APAPUN DI INDONESIA BUKAN PRIMITIF

HENTIKAN TAYANGAN YANG MENGARAH PADA EKSPLOITASI DAN PENGHINAAN TERHADAP SUKU TERTENTU DALAM MASYARAKAT ADAT INDONESIA TERMASUK MELALUI PROGRAM PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY OLEH TRANS TV


Kepada yth. Pimpinan Perusahaan PT. TELEVISI TRANSFORMASI INDONESIA Jl. Kapten P. Tendean Kav 12-14 A Jakarta 12790 Telp. 62-21-79177000 Fax. 62-21-79187721 E-mail : public.relations@transtv.co.id


Pendahuluan

Mereka bukan primitif! Terlepas tontonan tersebut adalah gambaran realitas yang mungkin mengandung kebenaran faktual dan objektif atau inovasi kreasi media untuk tujuan hiburan semata-mata dengan segala maksud dan motif popularitas selebritis dan bisnis dibaliknya, akal sehat dan hati nurani siapapun akan mengatakan tidak satu orangpun dari anggota salah satu, mungkin juga beberapa orang anggota atau kelompok suku dalam masyarakat adat di Indonesia sebagai primitif karena berbeda asal usul, suku, adat istiadat, kebiasaan, termasuk cara dan pola hidup sehari-hari dari dunia modern dan selebritis.

Pernahkah pihak produser, programmer dan editor PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY di TRANS TV menjelaskan secara lengkap dan objektif makna dan implikasi, definisi, konotasi dan asosiasi kata PRIMITIVE atau primitif terhadap keberadaan, asal usul, adat istiadat, pola dan tradisi hidup, makan dan makanan khususnya kepada suku dalam masyarakat adat yang telah menjadi materi-objek gambar dan tontonan acara tersebut?

Peraturan Komisi Penyiaran Indonesia No. 02/P/KPI/12/2009 tentang Pedoman Perilaku Penyiaran Bab VI Penghormatan terhadap Suku, Agama, Ras dan Antargolongan memberikan koridor yang jelas tentang penyiaran khususnya Pasal 6 Lembaga penyiaran wajib menghormati perbedaan suku, agama, ras, antargolongan, dan hak pribadi maupun kelompok, yang mencakup keragaman budaya, usia, gender, dan kehidupan sosial ekonomi.


Program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY

Menurut Trans TV merupakan “Sebuah program yang mengajak seorang artis bersama salah satu sahabat, keluarga, suami-istri atau orang terdekatnya untuk tinggal (menetap) di salah satu suku yang ada di Indonesia, untuk mempelajari semua adat istiadat, budaya maupun kebiasaan sebuah suku.”

Sekilas tidak ada yang salah dan persoalan sedikitpun melihat gambaran singkat program tersebut. Mungkin maksud penayangan program tersebut baik adanya sebagai hiburan yang mengandung makna pendidikan dan promosi kekayaan salah satu suku bangsa di Indonesia. Pertama, muatan edukasi untuk berkenalan dengan satu suku di Indonesia yang dilakukan oleh seorang artis juga tidak ada masalahnya. Kedua, belajar adat istiadat, budaya maupun kebiasaan sebuah suku dapat dipandang sebagai satu pendidikan bagi orang dewasa. Ketiga, pelaku usaha dunia hiburan TRANS TV memiliki hak dan kebebasan dalam menjalankan upaya dan karya penyiaran dengan maksud dan tujuan penyiaran yang edukatif dan menghibur sebagaimana yang diatur didalam UU No. 32 tahun 2002


Harapan dan rasa prihatin mendalam

Surat terbuka ini coba mengangkat sisi kemanusiaan yang telah tanpa disengaja, mungkin diabaikan oleh pengasuh program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY. Sebagai orang awam dunia penyiaran, kami yakin selayaknya proseseditingyang lengkap dan objektif berjalan baik dan sebagaimana mestinya.

Surat terbuka ini bukan mempertentangkan dunia artis yang berbeda dan modern karena dijadikan sebagai alat pencipta kontradiksi visual yang layak ditonton oleh pemirsa. Bukan pula bermaksud membatasi dan mengekang kebebasan kreasi, inovasi dan karya intelektual para pekerja media untuk popularitas dan nilai rating tayangan dalam membuat keuntungan dari pogram PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY. Surat terbuka ini juga bukan bermaksud menegasikan pilihan dan kebebasan masyarakat dan anggota suku yang telah terlanjur memberikan persetujuan mereka, baik tertulis maupun lisan, untuk terlibat dan mendukung program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY.

Sangat disayangkan apa yang terjadi kemudian, mungkin tanpa sengaja tetapi telah berulang-ulang dan sistematis apa yang kami duga sebagai tindakan yang mengarah pada eksploitasi dan penghinaan karna perbedaan – diskriminasi negatif terhadap suku tertentu dengan tindakan menayangkan perbedaan hakiki sebagai primitif, dan penayangan program tersebut paling tidak telah menciptakan stigma visual dan membentuk rekaman memori bahwa 'suku' yang dipertontonkan sebagai terbelakang dari dunia modern dan kontradiksi hidup artis selebritis terhadap salah satu suku tertentu dalam masyarakat adat di Indonesia.

Contoh pertama, edisi 31 Juli 2010 dengan dua artis selebriti bintang tamu yang berkunjung ke suku Sakkudai, Mentawai. Angle dan settingtontonan yang diambil, pemirsa disuguhi kesesatan dan kebohongan mengenai orang Sakkudai yang ditampilkan bodoh, terbelakang, dan jauh dari santun. Ada adegan orang Sakkudai yang menjilati bingkisan yang diberikan. Ada adegan di mana kedua artis selebriti bintang tamu oleh orang Sakkudai dipaksa mengenakan pakaian adat, bahkan seorang perempuan tua bertelanjang dada “beraksi” dengan berusaha melepaskan paksa busana “kota” sang artis. Tak kalah seru, ditampilkan pula adegan pemaksaan melakukan tradisi kikir gigi dan tato tubuh kepada para artis.

Contoh kedua, dari mereka sempat menonton dan prihatin termasuk diantaranya pegiat dan aktifis masyarakat adat dan anggota masyarakat adat salah satu episode tayangan Jum'at, 10 Desember 2010, menemukan bahwa (1) Ada pembohongan besar, masyarakat tersebut bukan Orang Rimba. Dimana mereka (kami) mendampingi Orang Rimba di Bukti-12, Bukit-30 dan sepanjang Lintas Sumatera dan mereka (kami) tidak mengenal salah satu orangpun yang tampil didalam acara tersebut; (2) Tidak ada Orang Rimba di Rengat Pekanbaru, tapi yang ada diwilayah tersebut adalah Talang Mamak (mereka berada disekitar kawasan Indragiri dan Bukit-30); dan (3) Acara tersebut sangat diluar kepatutan, penuh rekayasa dan penggambaran hal-hal yang tidak pernah terjadi di Rimba (kalaupun menurut yang digambarkan Trnas TV itu Orang Rimba), seperti misalnya mengejar dan menombak. Orang Rimba tidak mengenal budaya kekerasan seperti itu.

Kami mengamati, tayangan ini memang telah berhasil menghibur sekaligus mempengaruhi cara pandang dan persepsi penonton acara tersebut dengan mereproduksi dan menyebarkan kesesatan berpikir mengenai suku tertentu dalam masyarakat adat di Indonesia. Sebagaimana salah satu sumber online membeberkan tanggapan para pengikut twitter pada laman Twitter@primitiverunaway: (1) lo boleh komentar, episode kali ini kurang primitif nih.. but, it’s okay.. bs nambah pngtahuan adat di bali.., (2) yep, episode ini kurang primitive! klo blh ksh msukan, ak prnah liat org luar k derah klimantan. ad tradisi ngeludah d rmah, (3) Di suku pedalaman papua aja.. Yg msh kanibal.., (4) You’re great! I love. Tapi edisi kali ini, kurang primitif & terlalu setting.


Ekspresi kekecewaan dan keberatan

Apabila tanggapan dan ungkapan para pengikut twitter di atas benar dan merupakan representasi virtual penonton dengan persepsi dan imajinasi dengan implikasi, konotasi, asosiasi dan interpretasi yang mungkin akan berdampak langsung dan tidak langsung akan menebarkan fitnah dan kesesatan berfikir tentang salah satu suku dalam masyarakat adat yang ada di Indonesia.

Selain itu kami juga mengamati telah terjadi kekecewaan dan keberatan dari berbagai penjuru di Indonesia. Ungkapan-ungkapan berikut ini menunjukan akumulasi keberatan terhadap program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY:

...'bahwa acara ini sungguh merendahkan derajat Masyarakat adat!!! Sebaiknya Komisi Penyiaran Indonesia dan menutut acara ini dihentikan.' Saya sepakat bahwa tayangan itu menyinggung perasaan, dan melecehkan masyarakat adat. Saya setuju banget. Sejak program ini digulirkan, saya lihat terus tayangannya, benar-benar salah persepsi terhadap masyarakat adat.

…Siapapun yang punya rasa kemanusiaan dan sensitif kepada masalah kemanusiaan akan marah melihat tayangan PRIMITIVE RUN AWAY tersebut. Kita bisa berasumsi bahwa stasion ini memang tak sinsitif pada hal-hal seperti ini sehingga tidak melakukan self-censorship terhadap siaran-siarannya, atau sebaliknya memang pura-pura tak tahu dan melakukannya untuk keperluan komersial. Oleh karenanya mereka harus diingatkan, diprotes, disomasi, bahkan dituntut ke pengadilan karena telah melakukan penghinaan terhadap suatu komunitas.

... Saya merasa justru KPI pun seharusnya diprotes karena dalam kasus ini tampak mereka benar-benar tidak punya sensitifitas pada isu budaya, kemanusiaan, dan HAM. (Seharusnya merekalah yang menegor stasion ini terlebih dahulu, karena ini jelas-jelas penghinaan.) Menurut saya momentum ini bisa sangat bermanfaat untuk menarik perhatian, terutama, terkait dengan prolegnas. Mungkin teman-teman punya ide cemerlang untuk melakukan "protes dengan cara yang indah, beradab dan berbudaya" di jalanan.


Konstitusi & UU Penyiaran vis-a-vis PRIMITIVE RUN AWAY

UU No. 32 Tahun 2002 tentang Penyiaran Pasal 2: Penyiaran diselenggarakan berdasarkan Pancasila dan Undang-Undang Dasar Negara Republik Indonesia Tahun 1945 dengan asas manfaat, adil dan merata, kepastian hukum, keamanan, keberagaman, kemitraan, etika, kemandirian, kebebasan, dan tanggung jawab. Pasal 3 Penyiaran diselenggarakan dengan tujuan untuk memperkukuh integrasi nasional, terbinanya watak dan jati diri bangsa yang beriman dan bertakwa, mencerdaskan kehidupan bangsa, memajukan kesejahteraan umum, dalam rangka membangun masyarakat yang mandiri, demokratis, adil dan sejahtera, serta menumbuhkan industri penyiaran Indonesia. Pasal 4 ayat (1) Penyiaran sebagai kegiatan komunikasi massa mempunyai fungsi sebagai media informasi, pendidikan, hiburan yang sehat, kontrol dan perekat sosial; (2) Dalam menjalankan fungsi sebagaimana dimaksud dalam ayat (1), penyiaran juga mempunyai fungsi ekonomi dan kebudayaan.

Pasal 5 Penyiaran diarahkan untuk: a. menjunjung tinggi pelaksanaan Pancasila dan Undang-Undang Dasar Negara Republik Indonesia Tahun 1945; b. menjaga dan meningkatkan moralitas dan nilai-nilai agama serta jati diri bangsa; c. meningkatkan kualitas sumber daya manusia; d. menjaga dan mempererat persatuan dan kesatuan bangsa; e. meningkatkan kesadaran ketaatan hukum dan disiplin nasional; f. menyalurkan pendapat umum serta mendorong peran aktif masyarakat dalam pembangunan nasional dan daerah serta melestarikan lingkungan hidup; g. mencegah monopoli kepemilikan dan mendukung persaingan yang sehat di bidang penyiaran; h. mendorong peningkatan kemampuan perekonomian rakyat, mewujudkan pemerataan, dan memperkuat daya saing bangsa dalam era globalisasi; i. memberikan informasi yang benar, seimbang, dan bertanggung jawab; j. memajukan kebudayaan nasional.

Sesuai dengan ketentuan Penghormatan Terhadap Suku, Agama, Ras dan Antargolongan cukup jelas dalam Peraturan Komisi Penyiaran Indonesia Nomor 02/P/KPI/12/2009 tentang Pedoman Perilaku Penyiaran (P3) dan Standar Program Siaran (SPS) 2009. Ungkapan dan keberatan diatas jelas menunjukan bahwa program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY telah gagal mematuhi dan menjalankan ketentuan peraturan KPI Nomor 02/P/KPI/12/2009 khususnya Pasal 7 Lembaga penyiaran dilarang merendahkan suku, agama, ras, antargolongan dan/atau melecehkan perbedaan individu dan/atau kelompok, yang mencakup, usia, gender, dan kehidupan sosial ekonomi.


Perlindungan terhadap masyarakat adat adalah mutlak!

Sejarah membuktikan bahwa segala bentuk ajaran, kebijakan, dan kebiasaan yang berdasarkan atau mendewakan keunggulan bangsa atau perorangan atas nama perbedaan asal usul atau bangsa, agama, suku atau budaya adalah rasis, keliru dari segi ilmu ilmiah, cacat hukum, terkutuk secara moral dan tidak adil secara sosial. Oleh karena itu masyarakat adat dari suku apapun dalam menjalankan kehidupan, tradisi dan adat istiadat termasuk budaya dan kebiasaan asli mereka, bebas dari segala bentuk tindakan eksploitasi dan diskriminasi negatif.

Akumulasi ungkapan dan keberatan publik melalui individu, aktifis, pegiat masyarakar adat dan anggota masyarakat adat dari berbagai daerah di seluruh nusantara termasuk Kalimantan Barat, Kalimantan Tengah, Riau, Jambi, Jakarta dan Bogor semakin meluas. Semua menyatakan kecewa dan prihatin terhadap program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY, yang menayangkan kepada penonton, ungkapan artis selebritis yang dipertontonkan tampak oleh penonton sebagai sikap dan ekspresi jijik, mimik tidak suka, senyum sinis, lucu, muak dan mual terhadap kebiasaan hidup, makan dan makanan, tradisi dan adat istiadat suku tertentu dalam masyarakat adat di Indonesia.

Oleh karena itu, kami mendesak pemerintah tidak membiarkan dan/atau mengambil keuntungan dari kekeliruan pemahaman publik dan masyarakat awam dalam memprimitifkan suku dalam masyarakat adat. “Kebodohan” dan “keterbelakangan” jangan menjadi alasan pemerintah untuk “mendidik” dan “memodernkan” masyarakat adat secara paksa. Dan atas nama pembangunan, “keprimitifan” menjadi alat pembenar untuk merampas tanah masyarakat adat.

Pemerintah Indonesia harus segera memastikan perumusan legislasi undang-undang perlindungan masyarakat adat dan pemberlakuan dalam upaya yang sistematis untuk melindungi. Oleh karena itu, kepada semua pihak segera menghentikan semua tindakan yang dapat mengarah pada eksploitasi dan penghinaan terhadap semua suku dalam masyarakat adat yang telah lama mengalami berbagai tindakan ketidak-adilan sebagai hasil dari antara lain praktek-praktek kolonialisasi dan perampasan tanah, wilayah dan sumber daya alam mereka.


Desakan dan tuntutan kepada PT. TELEVISI TRANSFORMASI INDONESIA

Berdasarkan pertimbangan dan keberatan diatas, kami yang berprihatin atas penayangan program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY bersama para aktifis, pegiat dan pendukung masyarakat masyarakat adat di Indonesia menyampaikan desakan dan tuntutan sebagai berikut:

Pertama, hentikan eksploitasi suku yang mengarah pada penghinaan dan merendahkan. Kami yakin kemungkinan telah terjadi eksploitasi terhadap suku dan anggota masyarakat adat yang telah dimanfaatkan atau menjadi bagian dan/atau telah merasa menjadi korban program 'PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY', baik perorangan maupun kelompok langsung dan tidak langsung.

Kedua, secara fisik dan psikologis baik laki-laki, perempuan, anak-anak dan kelompok rentan lainnya dalam suku manapun di Indonesia bukan objek penciptaan dan imajinasi sebagai primitif. Artinya, sejak penyiaran perdana program ini secara resmi ditayangkan, baik sengaja dan/atau atas kesadaran mereka sendiri dan/atau kelompok, apalagi tanpa mereka sadari atas segala kemungkinan dampaknya.

Ketiga, hentikan persepsi dan penggunaan kata primitif terhadap suku dalam masyarakat adat. Kata primitif erat kaitannya dengan konotasi negatif, tafsiran dan asosiasi tindakan, stigmatisasi, tuduhan keterbelakangan, ketertinggalan, warisan kolonial, pemaksaan dan penindasan dengan inkulturasi, asimilasi budaya luar modern.

Keempat, seluruh suku adalah setara dan berhak atas perlakuan baik dan benar dari produser PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY. Apabila suku merasa telah dirugikan, mereka berhak mendapatkan pelurusan dan pemulihan atas kerugian yang mereka alami dari stigma dan persepsi primitif yang muncul akibat penayangan PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY.

Kelima, kami mendesak Komisi Penyiaran Indonesia bersama otoritas dan pimpinan PT. TELEVISI TRANSFORMASI INDONESIA melakukan evaluasi menyeluruh dan objektif terhadap seluruh program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY. Evaluasi dan penilaian dilaksanakan secara independen dan transparan dengan melibatkan parapihak berkepentingan. Hasil evaluasi dan penilaian tersebut harus disampaikan secara terbuka kepada publik.

Keenam, untuk itu atas nama pemirsa/penonton yang turut prihatin, baik sebagai anggota suku atau bukan anggota suku yang telah merasa dieksploitasi dalam tayangan PIRIMITIVE RUNAWAY mendesak program PRIMITIVE RUNAWAY dihentikan sementara penayangannya agar terjadi penilaian yang objektif dan memenuhi rasa keadilan publik.


Kami yang menyampaikan surat keberatan terbuka,


Jakarta, 13 Desember 2010

Daftar nama dan organisasi yang turut mendukung surat terbuka:

Abetnego Tarigan, Depok
Koesnadi Wirasapoetra, Bogor, Jawa Barat
Norman Jiwan, Bogor, Jawa Barat
Andi Inda Fatinaware, Dewan Pengawas Nasional Solidaritas Perempuan
Andiko, SH, Jakarta
Dimpos Manalu, Sumatera Utara
Eva Fitrina
Firdaus Cahyadi
Ghonjess Panuluh
Hermayani Putera, Kalimantan Barat
ICHWANTO M.NUCH, Lampung
Idham arsyad, Sekretaris Jendral KPA, Jakarta
Juana Mantovani
Melky Baran
Nanang Sujana, Bogor
Nawir Sikki, Sekretaris Jendral JARI Indonesia
Nurhidayat Moenir, Bogor
Puji, Kehati
Sapei Rusin, Ketua BP PERGERAKAN
Tandiono Bawor Purbaya, SH, Jakarta
Victor Mambor, Papua
Yuyun Kurniawan, Direktur Yayasan Titian
Blasius Hendi Candra, SH, Direktur Eksekutif WALHI Kalbar
Zainuri Hasyim, Riau
Pius Daren, Pontianak – Kalimantan Barat
Kasmita Widodo,Koordinator Nasional JKPP
Adriana Sri Adhiati
Berton. N /FWI
Mina Susana Setra
Rainny Natalia
Elisabeth Nusmartaty
Jopi Perangin-angin
Mahir Takaka
Roy Thaniago
Taryudi Chaklid
Arifin Saleh
Erasmus Cahyadi
Nifron Baun
Ari Susanti
Annas Radin Syarif
Simon Pabaras
Romba Maranu Sombolinggi
Nuraida Sitorus
Indah Puji Lestari
Ade Kartika Utami
Paulus
Khairuddin
Andi Warnoto
Yohanes Kanisius Senda
Yusuf Saputra
Snik Dahlan
Yoga Syaiful Rizal
Weni Trifena
R. Agus HD, NTB
Betty Tiominar, Bogor
Hamsuri, Balikpapan
Haru Nuh, Ketua BPH AMAN Sumut
Juliade, LPMA Borneo Selatan
Debra Helen Yatim
Janetta Nizar
Basir Pangewang, AMAN Kepulauan Togian
Jes Putra Kluet, Yayasan Peduli Nanggroe Atjeh
Rizaldi Siagian
Budi Arianto, Aceh
Hubertus Samangun,ICTI-Tanimbar
Hariansyah Usman, Riau
Agustinus, Pontianak
Rukmini Paata Toheke AMAN
Albertus Hadi Pramono
Wirendro Sumargo, Bogor
Rivani Noor, Jambi
Een Irawan Putra, Bogor
Sutrisno, Bogor

Organisasi/Lembaga:

Sarekat Hijau Indonesia
HuMA
KSPPM Parapat
Yayasan Visi Anak Bangsa
Yayasan Satudunia
WWF-Indonesia Program Kalimantan Barat
TPP Lampung
Konsorsium Pembaruan Agraria
Gekko Studio
JARI Indonesia
Jaringan Kerja Pemetaan Partisipatif
BP PERGERAKAN
Foker LSM Papua
Yayasan Titian
Yayasan Mitra Insani Riau
WALHI Kalbar
YLKMP—NTB
Solidaritas Perempuan
Down to Earth, Indonesia Office
Yayasan Komunitas Seni (Komseni
Yayasan Peduli Nanggroe Atjeh
WALHI Riau
LBBT Pontianak
Forest Watch Indonesia
CAPPA, Jambi

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911 - All I want is you

Ooh baby, oh oh
All I want is you

Baby, I've tried but I can't help myself
Can't disguise the way I feel inside
I'm falling so helplessly it's true, yeah
I close my eyes and believe completely
That I can feel you touching my skin so tenderly
Come morning light just the victim of fantasy

Every time I close my eyes
You just disappear you say goodbye
Baby, I'd do anything to make you mine
Oh, it's true

[Chorus]
All I want is you
(I'll give my heart and soul)
All I want is you
(I'll be there when you call)
All I wanna do
(is make love to you)
All I want is you, all I want is you

I can't sleep 'til the last star leaves the sky
With every beat of my heart
I wanna make you mine
I'm praying you feel the same way too
Tell me that you hear my call tonight

Oh you can bring this dream to life
Baby, I'd do anything to make you mine
Oh, it's true

[Chorus]
All I want is you
(I'll give my heart and soul)
All I want is you
(I'll be there when you call)
All I wanna do
(is make love to you)
All I want is you, all I want is you

All you gotta do is believe in me you'll find sanctuary
Just one chance is all I need to prove that you and I
Are for ever meart to be

(All I want is you)
(All I want is you)
(All I want is you)
(All I want is you)
All I want is you
All I wanna do is
(make love to you)
All I want is you, all I want is you

Baby, I'll give my heart and soul
(I'll give my heart and soul)
Give my heart and soul
(I'll be there when you call)
All I wanna do
(is making love to you)
Oh you know it's true
All I want is you, all I want is you

All I want is you
(I'll give my heart and soul)
All I want is you
(I'll be there when you call)
All I wanna do
(is make love to you)
All I want is you, all I want is you

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/9/911/#share


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Boyzone - all that I need

I was lost and alone
Trying to grow making my way down that long winding road
Had no reason no rhyme
Like a song out of time
And there you were standing in front of my eyes

How could I be such a fool
To let go of love and break all the rules
Girl when you walked down that door
Left a hole in my heart
And now I know for sure

Chorus:
You're the air that I breathe
Girl you're all that I need
And I wanna thank you, lady
You're the words that I read
You're the light that I see
And your love is all that I need

I was searching in vain
Playing a game
Had no-one else but myself left to blame
You came into my world
No diamonds or pearls Just like a castle of sand
Girl, I almost let love slip right out of my hands
And just like a flower needs rain
I will stand by your side through the joy and the pain

Repeat Chorus X2

You're all that I need, girl
You're the air that I breathe, yeah
And I want to thank you
(And I want to thank you, lady)

You're the words that I read, girl
You're love is all I need, yeah
And I want to thank you
(And I want to thank you, lady)

You're all that I need, girl
You're the air that I breathe, yeah
And I want to thank you..
(Repeat to fade)

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U2 - All I Want is You

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
You say you want
Your story to remain untold

But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you'll give me
A highway with no one on it
Treasure just to look upon it
All the riches in the night

You say you'll give me
Eyes in a moon of blindness
A river in a time of dryness
A harbour in the tempest
But all the promises we make
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You say you want
Your love to work out right
To last with me through the night

You say you want
Diamonds on a ring of gold
Your story to remain untold
Your love not to grow cold

All the promises we break
From the cradle to the grave
When all I want is you

You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...all I want is...
You...

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I Will

Who knows how long I've loved you
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to, I will.

For if I ever saw you
I didn't catch your name
But it never really mattered
I will always feel the same.

Love you forever and forever
Love you with all my heart
Love you whenever we're together
Love you when we're apart.

And when at last I find you
Your song will fill the air
Sing it loud so I can hear you
Make it easy to be near you
For the things you do endear you to me
Oh, you know, I will
I will.

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Morrissey - The More You Ignore Me, The Closer I Get

Artist: Morrissey
Title: The More You Ignore Me, The Closer I Get
Album: Vauxhall & I, the best of morrissey
Year: 1994, 2001

The more you ignore me, the closer I get
You're wasting your time
The more you ignore me, the closer I get
You're wasting your time

I will be in the bar with my head on the bar
I am now a central part of your mind's landscape
Whether you care or do not
Yeah, I've made up your mind

The more you ignore me, the closer I get
You're wasting your time
The more you ignore me, the closer I get
You're wasting your time

Beware, I bear more grudges than lonely high court judges
When you sleep, I will creep into your thoughts like a bad debt
That you can't pay, take the easy way and give in
Yeah, and let me in, oh let me in, oh let me, oh let me in

It's war, it's war, it's war, it's war, it's war
War, war, war, war

Oh, let me in,
oh, the closer I get
Ah, you're asking for it
Ah, the closer I get
Oh, the closer I


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Never Forget

Singer: Take That
Album: Nobody else
Year: 1995


Prelude:
We've come so far and we've reached so high
And we've looked each day and night in the eye
And we're still so young and we hope for more

We've come a long way, but we're not too sure where we've been
We've had success, we've had good times, but remember this.....

Verse 1:
Been on this path of life for so long
Feel I've walked a thousand miles
Sometimes strolled hand in hand with love
Everybody's been there

With danger on my mind I would stay on the line of hope
I knew I could make it
Once I knew the boundaries I looked into the clouds and saw
My face in the moonlight

bridge:
Just then I realised what a fool I could be
Just cause I look so high I don't have to see me
Finding a paradise wasn't easy but still
There's a road going down the other side of this hill

Chorus:
Never forget where you've come here from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this will be someone else's dream

Verse 2:
Been safe from the arms of disappointment for so long
Feel each day we've come too far
Yet each day seems to make much more
Sure is good to be here

I understand the meaning of "I can't explain this feeling"
Now it feels so unreal
At night I see the hand that reminds me of the stand I make
The fact of reality

chorus:
Never forget where you've come here from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this will be someone else's dream

bridge:
We've come so far and we've reached so high
And we've looked each day and night in the eye
And we're still so young and we hope for more
But remember this

We're not invincible, we're not invincible - No
We're only people, we're only people
Hey we're not invincible, we're not invincible
So again I'll tell you

chorus:
Never forget where you've come here from
Never pretend that it's all real
Someday soon this will be someone else's dream

end:
We've come so far and we've reached so high
And we've looked each day and night in the eye
And we're still so young and we hope for more

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If you Love Somebody

"If You Love Somebody Set Them Free"
singer: Sting

If you need somebody, call my name
If you want someone, you can do the same
If you want to keep something precious
You got to lock it up and throw away the key
If you want to hold onto your possession
Don't even think about me

If you love somebody, set them free

If it's a mirror you want, just look into my eyes
Or a whipping boy, someone to despise
Or a prisoner in the dark
Tied up in chains you just can't see
Or a beast in a gilded cage
That's all some people ever want to be

If you love somebody, set them free

You can't control an independent heart
Can't tear the one you love apart
Forever conditioned to believe that we can't live
We can't live here and be happy with less
So many riches, so many souls
Everything we see we want to possess

If you need somebody, call my name
If you want someone, you can do the same
If you want to keep something precious
You got to lock it up and throw away the key
If you want to hold onto your possession
Don't even think about me

If you love somebody, set them free


wiki-notes:
"If You Love Somebody Set Them Free"

is the first single released from Sting's solo debut album The Dream of the Blue Turtles. It is also the opening track of the album, and is featured on Fields of Gold: The Best of Sting 1984-1994 as well as The Very Best of Sting & The Police. The song's title refers to an aphorism by Richard Bach.[citation needed]
[edit] Song information

Like much of the album, the song has heavy jazz influences, and was a major hit, peaking at number three on the US Billboard Hot 100, number one on the US Album Rock Tracks chart for three weeks, number 17 on the US R&B chart[1], and number 26 on the UK Singles Chart.

Live performances of the song are featured on the DVD edition of Bring On the Night and on the CD and DVD editions of ...All This Time.

A portion of the song was later used for Sting's 1987 hit "We'll Be Together" from ...Nothing Like the Sun.

The song was also performed at The Brits in February 1995 with M People. He duetted on the song with the band's lead singer, Heather Small and this track was given the dance treatment by the band who were also backed by a 100-strong Gospel Choir at the Earls Court Arena during the annual music awards show.

Sting said that he wrote the song as an "antidote" to the Police's 1983 song "Every Breath You Take."

about Sting:
Gordon Matthew Thomas Sumner, CBE (born 2 October 1951), better known by his professional name Sting, is an English musician, singer-songwriter, activist, actor and philanthropist. Prior to starting his solo career, he was the principal songwriter, lead singer and bassist of the rock band The Police.

Sting has varied his musical style throughout his career, incorporating distinct elements of jazz, reggae, classical, and world-beat into his music.[1] As a solo musician and member of The Police, Sting has received sixteen Grammy Awards for his work, receiving his first Grammy for Best Rock Instrumental Performance in 1981, and receiving an Oscar nomination for best song. He is a member of both the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame and the Songwriters Hall of Fame.

references:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/If_You_Love_Somebody_Set_Them_Free
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sting_(musician)

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Akon - Lonely

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant believe I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz ain't nowhere in the globe id rather be, ain't no one in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I just want u to come home, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

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Iwan Fals - Nona

Singer Iwan Fals
Title: Nona
Album: 1910
Year: 1988

verse 1:

Sudah cukup jauh perjalanan ini
Lewati duka lewati tawa
Lewati s'gala persoalan

Kucoba berkaca pada jejak yang ada
Ternyata aku sudah tertinggal
Bahkan jauh tertinggal


Verse 2:
Bodohnya diriku tak percaya padamu
Lalu sempat aku berpikir
Untuk tinggalkan kamu


Chorus.

Nona, maafkan aku
Oh nona peluklah aku

nona begitu perkasanya dirimu
Yakiniku


Nona marahlah padaku
Nona nonaku

Verse 3
Aku tak peduli apa kata mereka
Hari ini engkau di sini
Esok tetap di sini


notes:
Iwan Fals, (born September 3, 1961 in Jakarta) is an Indonesian singer and songwriter. He has released several dozen albums of mostly solo guitar-based material in a style said to be influenced by Bob Dylan. He is considered a popular singer in the country. He is known as a social observer and protest singer[1][2], although he has sung many songs about love and romance.

He is married (his wife's name is Rosanna) with three children : Galang Rambu Anarki, Annisa Cikal Rambu Basae and Rayya Rambu Robbani. His eldest son, Galang Rambu Anarki, died in April 1997 of asthma, with speculation of a morphine overdose [1]. Iwan Fals had previously written an eponymously titled song for him on his birth in 1982.

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Radiohead - High and Dry

Two jumps in a week
I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy?
Flying on your motorcycle,
Watching all the ground beneath you drop
You'd kill yourself for recognition,
Kill yourself to never ever stop
You broke another mirror,
You're turning into something you are not

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

Drying up in conversation,
You will be the one who cannot talk
All your insides fall to pieces,
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you
When you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you,
You will be the one screaming out

Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry
Don't leave me high, don't leave me dry

It's the best thing that you ever had,
The best thing that you ever, ever had
It's the best thing that you ever had,
The best thing you ever had has gone away


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Take That - Back for Good

I guess now it's time for me to give up, I feel it's time
Got a picture of you beside me
Got your lipstick mark still on your coffee cup, oh yeah

Got a fist of pure emotion
Got a head of shattered dreams
Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now

Whatever I said, whatever I did
I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

Whenever I'm wrong
Just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

Unaware but underlined
I figured out this story, it wasn't good
But in the corner of my mind I celebrated glory
But that was not to be

In the twist of separation
You excelled at being free
Can't you find a little room inside for me

Whatever I said, whatever I did
I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

Whenever I'm wrong
Just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

And we'll be together, this time is forever
We'll be fighting and forever we will be
So complete in our love
We will never be uncovered again

Whatever I said, whatever I did
I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

Whenever I'm wrong
Just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

Whatever I said, whatever I did
I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

Whenever I'm wrong
Just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood
Want you back, want you back
I want you back for good

Oh yeah
I guess now it's time
That you came back for good

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notes:
90's is take that time, it was 5 of them until Robbie Williams decided to leave the group, soon three of them tried solos. only Robbie considered succeeded. Now they're back. back in they meant to be, 5 of them

The Beatles - Hello, Goodbye

You say yes, I say no
You say stop and I say go, go, go
Oh, no
You say goodbye and I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello

I say high, you say low
You say why, and I say I don't know
Oh, no
You say goodbye and I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello

Why, why, why, why, why, why
Do you say good bye
Goodbye, bye, bye, bye, bye

Oh, no
You say goodbye and I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye I say hello
Hello

Hela, heba helloa
Hela, heba helloa

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I'll Never Fall In Love Again - Elvis Costello

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a girl
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, she'll never phone you
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Don't tell me what it's all about
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you give your heart
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again

I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again




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