2 tahun lalu

from : "http://riantialaya.blogspot.com/2009/01/2009-alaya.html"
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009 ALAYA
December, 25th 2008
(08.00 pm)
I see the dark sky, with a crescent moon and one sparkling stars....
it always struck me to see a night like this, the feeling it's so unspoken...
i tightly hug him and drawn my face in his warm foreback...
Drive a beat is one of my hobbies now, specially when i'm with him

"I wanna be a star like that" i whispered
"Why?" he asked
"So i can always be with you, like that star always stand beside the moon", still holding him tight
"But i don't wanna be your moon"
"Why?"
With his smile he said, "i just wanna be your sun, so i can always protect you, and give you life"
"hmmmmm....your my soul then", i laugh...

(11.00 pm)
tonight we're going to my mentor's house to celebrate an end of 2008 and welcoming 2009..
It's not a huge party, it's just among, friends and family...it's nice...
Shared stories, laughed together, grilled 20 kilos fish (can you imagine???), make some juice...and finally....

January, 1st 2009
(12.00 am)
the fireworks sparkling all over the skies WELCOMING 2009..
i'm not in jakarta, not in the other place somewhere outside indonesia.
i'm just here, in bogor, in a warm house, between beloved friends, and of course with him
My gorgeous fiancee...
it's enough and it's so wonderful..

we still holding hand together when he whispered trough my ear, " Happy New Year ay..ALAYA"
I just smiling back at him and hold him closely...
With looking deep into his dark brown eyes i realized that my new year and another new year that will come ahead will never be perfect without him...
"ALAYA"

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Awal tahun 2010, harus kulalui ratusan kilometer darinya, sebuah tugas yang harus ku emban, untuk meniti masa depanku bersamanya.

Tengah tahun 2010, memulai kembali memang hal yang paling berat.... ada dirinya disampingku membuatku tetap kuat dan tegar, dia motivasi hidupku, dan membuat hidupku lebih berarti.

Akhir tahun 2010, aku tak tahu sepanas apa matahari di tahun 2011, aku.... aku... aku... aku, tak bisa berkata apa-apa.